7 sep 2008

i know i've been away for weeks........since the last holiday.

since then i've been very very busy, with work, family n friends.....

these days he was back to me.........this time not sms, email etc asking me to b friend, but a chance.

now that he seems to have changed, that makes my peaceful life upside down.

oh why's that?

look at last night it was supposed to be a great gathering! i was a little moody.

not sad.........harder than sad......especially when u dont know what's going on in your heart.

got no mood to prepare things, say the coming training session on monday for polyu students, say the trips to see grandma & my critically-ill aunt.

it might b the last time i see her, who knows? we adults always talk about the future! how can we? who knows about tomorrow?

n then after china, i m supposed to have fun with parents n sis...........but i still havent prepared myself for a holiday. ahhhh..........

things are so messy these days! what happened now?

last night friends all brought up good news at the table........everyone, everyone has a good news.

Marvis has started a relationship n that's the biggest news of all.

then it was candy who announced flying to Australia to work for one year! i m happy finally her dream came true - to be supported by her family!

Flora is getting married next yr! she's the 2nd lucky bride among us!

then what? Morley's some news? hm........no, but he's been saving up some money for his master program n wedding i guess.

Cyrus.......what about cyrus? she sounds good with her boyfriend, at least both are having less pressure from the guy's mom.

Gail n family are going to Taiwan. their first time altogether! must be FUN!

n me.......when friends asked about Romain, i told them we broke up. didnt give much details about it. perhaps it's a while already, perhaps i m less interested in this than i used to b? not sure.

n thinking about Gail's trip, shouldnt I be happy too? coz it will soon be my first time to go to Japan with my family, altogether! none of us has been there! i will take many many many photos for them!